Finch, Taking Back Sunday, Jimmy Eat World, Fall Out Boy, Keane, Yellowcad, Snow Patrol and son on.. one big One Tree Hill obsession
i dont have flex type now so im gonna tell u whats insime my head in english.
the worst /or maybe not/ part is that i know things always change and it hurts when they dont end up the way u expected them to end even it wasnt a good way of ending.
same happens with me and my little OTH 'mania'.
im feeling more imaginative, more artistic, more deep and other stupid teen definations for mood and personality.
there's something cool in being sad, ive said it before but now its even cooler.
and i want to understand music with my brain and my hear, i want to hear the lyrics and I dont wanna push myself to feel the art, to feel the music. but it always feels like its not enough.
im not enough, my smartness if that kind of thing exists, isnt enough.. and its not fine. its not OK
Just not enough.
Going on the way to becoming a better person is very hard and now i realize i must learn to be strong and willy or ill burn down after few years.. if i go there successfully
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