Principles of Masochism

Smells like masochistic spirit.

Every girl has the holy right to be unreasonable sometimes, which includes:

- writing a text message/calling someone inappropriate in the middle of the night
- saying something completely kind or offensive
- being mean/cold

Every girls has the holy right to eat a bar of dark chocolate and be desperate or happy for no real reason.
- to cry her eyes out for someone who doesn't deserve it
- to drink rum and call a friend/ex
- to listen to Bryan Addams/ Celine Dione and think about love
- to listen to one song a thousand times.. and then to listen to it over and over again
- to change her Skype information at every single minute
- to post stupid blog posts just because she needs to
- to stay up late wasting her time, ruining her skin color
- to think about painful memories which are related to someone special from the past /or the present/
- to enjoy her suffering
- to be obstinate
- to spend time watching "Sex and the City", "Desperate Housewives", "Ally McBeal", "One Tree Hill", "Ugly Betty", etc.
- to read all the Cosmo advices about love, life, fashion, beauty
- to buy something useless just because it looks nice
- to buy clothes/shoes if it's going to make her feel better
- to believe in similar kind of bullshits
- to think she's the center of the Universe
- to believe in romantic notions
- to pray
- to be annoying
- to fall asleep just to forget
- to feel good when someone's jealous of her
- ... or envious
- to wake up in the middle of the night scared by death from a nightmare, craving for a hug
- to believe in soul-mates
- to believe there's more than one soul-mate if it doesn't work out with the first one
- to be superstitious
- to write poems
- to find her story in every song lyrics
- to put eye-mascara and stare at the mirror thinking
- to write someone's name like she's 9 yrs. old
- to hate men because they have easier lives
- to read and let herself be led by a horoscope
- to be stupid in some cases
- to make lists
- to be afraid
- to show she's afraid
- to be taken care of
- to be honest when she musn't
- to show off
- to fall in love with Matt Damon/ Johnny Depp/ etc.
- to get interested in something 'cause of a boy
- to sing screaming and crying "I still got your face painted on my heart.."
- to scream!
- to mumble!
- to start saying something very intriguing and then to stop in the middle of the sentence
- to lie
- to fall in love with someone wrong once
- to cry because of him
- to remember stupid moments
- to like "Titanic"
- ... and "Pride and Prejudice"
- to be able to say "Stay"
- to write a dialogue based on her love life
- to expect
- to dial a number and stay silent after hearing the voice
- to be able to say "If I told you a secret you won't tell a soul, would you hold it and keep it alive?"
- to admit she gets ordinary and extremely weak sometimes
- to accept that
- to look down
- to drink a lot of coffee
- to feel insane
- not to care about consequences
- to write a letter which's never going to be sent
- to fail
- to believe someone's thinking about her
- to call/write a girlfriend and complain
- to hate someone in the company of girlfriends
- to comment with them
- to change her mood for about 1212 times a day
- to fall asleep cuddling a teddy bear/pillow
- to dream about pink ponies and colorful bubbles
- to like pink stuff sometimes
- to look for signs
- to act teasing
- to get drunk and love everybody
- to ask for help
- to say "I miss you."
- and "Тhank you"
- "You've changed me" too
- to stutter
- to think of her children's names
- to believe she knows who she's going to marry
- to believe
- to be hurt
- to struggle and fight 'till the end
- to use her nails if necessary
- to make s.o. feel guilty
- to believe wrong + wrong = right
- to be superficial .. sometimes
- to be sure that she rules
- to share so many things and believe this is just the beginning
- to have secrets
- to dare
- to dare for more
- to step back
- to wish upon a falling star
- to break the rules
- to be 5 minutes late everytime
- to get what she wants
- to want what she needs
- to get what she needs
- to be spontaneous
- to refuse
- to reject
- to quit
- to want to be consoled
- to be consoled
- to hang up the phone pointedly
- to show weakness and vulnerability
- to cry in front of someone important
- to admit she's lonely
- to feel like she needs to be saved
- to be saved
- to be a typical girl sometimes
- to make mistakes

plus (01.11.'09)

- to smoke cigarettes (in public places, in school, in front of important people, to smoke when she wants to in spite of her friends' objection)
- to jump on the bed singing loudly
- to sing when she's with other people and when she doesn't feel like talking
- to sing in the bathroom, on the verge of screaming
- to play a guitar and sing in front of people despite her shame
- to buy tree pairs of shoes in just one day


... and to feel special despite all these incontestable facts ...
:)